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'Inevitably, inexorably, life was running out'
PLUS: An unwilling spy, an evil friend and 30 years of injustice.

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Welcome back to The Lazy Reader, where we round up some of the best longform journalism from across the Web āØ
Sorry that this is a day late. Beehiiv (my newsletter provider) decided to mess with my previously scheduled post. Supremely annoying.
Anyway, nothing much to say here today, only that this is probably the densest list Iāve put together in recent weeks. Enjoy!
Some standouts from last week:
As with last week, please let me know what you think of the list this week by voting in the poll below.
Happy reading and see you again next Monday!
This is, without exaggeration or exception, one of the best stories Iāve ever read.
Scary to think that I almost didnāt bother with it, largely because itās a sports story and I tend to not enjoy those. But this one goes far, faaar beyond sports. Iād even argue that sports is just a tangent here. At its core, this piece is about passion, dreams, brotherhood, and the pain of being left behind. All of that, mixed in with the mounting dread of preordained disaster.
Iām being deliberately cagey here, because this is one of the very rare cases where the writer successfully builds tension for a satisfying plot twist later on. In journalismāwhere everything is fact and can easily be looked up onlineāthatās incredibly difficult to pull off.
All of that to say, this is a work of sheer genius and skill by Wright Thompson, who wraps the entire package up in prose that feels more at home in literary works than in mass media. Itāll take years and a lot of discombobulation before I ever forget this story.
One of the most crucial pieces of context here is that it ran in 2020, and it describes events that happened years earlier.
Thatās important because with how much attention Iran has been receiving these days, itās extremely easy to forget that the U.S. has been waging all forms of warfare on Iran for decades now. Trump lit the fuse, sure, but various administrations over the years and across the political aisle have spent billions of dollars stacking explosive after explosive on top of Iran.
This story focuses on just one man but shows how insidious this campaign is. We always hear about these āforeignā and āadversarialā statesāChina, Russia, Iranārunning sophisticated espionage efforts against the āfree world,ā but in reality these stalwarts of democracy are just as bad, if not worse.
Massive one here, following a crime and its heartbreaking fallout across decades.
The story starts with a gruesome crime, and arguably follows a series of continued injustices through to the end of the piece. At the heart of all of these is a cast of insanely flawed characters, some of whom were supremely unlucky while others were⦠well⦠letās just say they were guided by malicious righteousness.
This article approaches two hours, so thereās way too much to be drawn from it: The folly of youth, the senselessness of crime, racial biases in law enforcement. The ineptitude and corruption of the U.S. justice system. I think itās unfair to the story to see it through the lens of just one of those. The piece was a huge undertaking, an end-to-end journalistic process that clearly involved all corners of the Texas Monthly newsroom. It is complex by design and deeply enriching as a result.
I never really took Harperās as the straitlaced type, and I honestly wouldnāt want the outlet to default to this type of investigative, gumshoe journalism. They excel at cultural critique or the more literary type of non-fiction, and I appreciate that about them.
BUT this story was a really pleasant surprise. For those of us in Asia, the 1MDB scandal is a foundational experience. I donāt live in Malaysia, but 1MDB was such a massive earthquake that shook all corners of the continent. Everyone was affected and it seems everyone knew someone who was involved. Itās mostly been buried in the sands of time now, though, so this story was a welcome reminder (which is a weird thing to say about 1MDB).
Itās also a refreshing take: All the media outfits at the time were so quick to dismiss the scandal as an issue of Third World corruption. That it was those damn selfish Southeast Asians!! Doing damned Southeast Asian things!! But Harperās here blows that angle wide open. 1MDB wouldnāt have been possible if not for the rich white bankers who wanted in on the schemeāand who wanted to skim some fat off the top to keep for themselves.
Corruption isnāt just a function of the government. Thereās also a private domain to it: banks and non-profits willing to participate, VCs looking for some easy returns.
This story probably has one of the easiest hooks ever: A person whom the writer worked with turned out to be one of New Yorkās most notorious criminalsāand offers an exclusive interview.
The piece goes on to hit many of the beats that youād expect. It talks about living through a difficult childhood, about being a tortured creative, about the insular, cliquish nature of New Yorkās media circles. Deep into the back half, it even dives into questions about inherent evil, and how darkness consistently paws at our reality, looking for ways to break through. (That last one was the most compelling point to me, and reminded me of so many True Crime stories I read throughout the years.)
But I have to say: This feels like way too much space given to someone who so clearly has no empathy or remorse. The writer himself admits that and confronts that directly at a few points in the story⦠but Iām still not convinced. Would a Black person be afforded all this space and compassion? Would a Muslim person? Would a refugee? Would a poor person? Would someone from the Third World? It feels like an egregious exercise of privilegeāespecially since both the writer and his criminal-acquaintance are, relatively, media insidersāand for what? A 10,000-plus-word essay on the evil of man? On the consequences of workplace friction? Iām not sure the payoff was worth it.
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